I am always limping around in October. It is prime time for running injuries, which I feel especially acutely as I see the enchanting but ephemeral season pass by. They are mutually reinforcing. I want to run because of the beautiful weather, so I run more. Eventually, I run too much and pull something and then I cannot run. I understand the problem, but I cannot seem to address it. Even after many years of lessons, hope triumphs over experience.
It is an almost perfect storm. October is the end of my bike season, so I am in good general condition. But I run less during the bike time, so specific running muscles, i.e. those that propel the legs differently running than riding a bike, are relatively weak even though it feels good until something gives. It would be better if I was in generally poorer condition. If all the muscles were similarly weak, the strong ones wouldn’t be pulling the weak ones out of joint. Add that to the beautiful weather and the sense of urgency that it will not last long and I find the combination almost irresistible.
I am fatalistic. I figure that this has been going on for more than twenty-five years. Even though I know it, it doesn’t seem to matter. I have to admit that I am probably unteachable. So I am limping around today as a result of yesterday’s mistakes. I will take today off, but I figure that come Friday, I will be limping around again from overdoing it on Thursday. It is a kind of compulsion. I reach equilibrium eventually.
Maybe November is actually the best running month.